Leave me out of it…

Being the older sister and the head of my department made me always in control.. It is a very nice feeling especially that I am a Leo which fulfills my ego but sometimes I wish that I can stay out of things..

Sometimes I like to pretend that I have nothing to do with it and that the other person should handle it on his own.. like when an argument happens between my brother and sister, sometimes I just want them to solve it on their own, and when a colleague makes a mistake I wish that he/she can find a solution on their own..

Maybe its not them, maybe its me, maybe i dont know how to delegate, maybe I interfere, but they always get back to me and I am always asked for my opinion..

I wish sometimes that I can throw my problems on someone and ask them to solve it, but I have learned that things cannot be done perfectly unless you do it yourself..

My parents depend on me, my siblings depend on me, and my colleagues depend on me.. If my mother wants to but furniture I have to be there, if my brother or sister wants to go shopping I have to be there, If my father wants to go to a doctor I have to recommend one.. It does give a great feeling and I love being there for them but sometimes, just sometimes, I like it if they leave me out of it.